And this is what it's all about

So you live your life the best you think you can right...You try to do right by your friends and family.....ya think your doin okay.....then WHAMMY!!!!  someone elses distorted sense of reality hits you right in the face.  It's amazing how you can go through life thinking the best of it.  That most people are decent human beings.  That others aren't out to intentionally hurt others.  That basic right and wrong skills are somehow programed into every persons brain.  Then one day you wake up and realize that people are basically assholes yourself included and there is really no hope for what the human race has become.  Here we are at (so they say) the top of the food chain but the basic idea of common decency eludes us completely.  Sure you did that charity work at the hospital last week and you volunteered at the school bake sale....then somehow as you leave that function things change.  That smile and sweet disposition fly right out the window.   Now that woman who just bought a brownie from you is no longer worth your time as you see her  as some sort of  human blockade between you and your "important"  obligations as she tries to stop you in the grocery store to say hi.  I don't blame you i myself think the human race was a good idea gone very wrong.  As we lie steal cheat murder and rape to get ahead of the Jones.  Whoever the fuck these Jones are have ruined the whole idea of decency.
Now i'm not saying i'm better then any of you other assholes in fact i may just be worse.  A hard reality hit as I was running down the trail one day trying to work some of the lard off my ass as a fellow runner said an obigatory hi while passing, and the first thing i thought was FUCK OFF.  In fact pretty much anytime anyone who i do not consider a friend or at least close acquaintance says some passing greeting all i can think is FUCK OFF.  So this is what it has come to as all the things that have happened in my life has led to this FUCK OFF attitude.  The strangest part i think was the initial realization that despite my pleasant demeanor in public or my cordial relationship with my neighbors and co workers was all a rouse.  That i've hated all of them all along, and i use "hate" in the most cordial way.
Now your probably thinking this bitch is fucked up....Maybe i am but i'm a realist.  Everyone is out for themselves unless you are lucky enough to be in a small circle of people who actually possibly like you, so just accept and move on.  Most people don't like you, they may not know you but in all respects, they think your an asshole.  Because most likely you have something that they wish they had.  In case you didn't know "THOU SHALL NOT COVET" got thrown right out the window when these fucking Jones people came along.  In a society where laziness and incompetence are rewarded what do you expect.
Now that you know exactly how i feel about "people" in general.  Although there are groups of people i "hate" more than others, you can subscribe to my blog or not.  EIther way FUCK OFF!